martes, septiembre 26, 2006

te para tres again

I told her, believe, trust.
love your body as a shrine

she cried that morning
and spend the whole day fixin the garden.

as if in flowers she will find freedom
i went to find it in an old worn book

that night we fucked like animals
it was,
a beautiful day.

Ivan

lunes, septiembre 25, 2006

Morning

this morning
Unnatended beauty
made me feel unease
love is a tragedy
love is a never ending song

Ivan.

tired

God I am so tired
I need a bless, an oasis
some wind inside my veins
some subtle warmth,
a way out, will I ever find a way out.

Ivan.

viernes, septiembre 22, 2006

high tide

high tide
been touching my knees
wrinkled and hurted
i can't remember the scars stories
i can't remember the pain

makes me wonder if i finally grew old

sábado, septiembre 16, 2006

negacion de un suspiro

negacion de un suspiro

como una rafaga, como un asesinato
como queriendo volver a nacer
descubrio, la imagen de su cuerpo
un celo insoportable en mi vientre
y mis huesos crujieron, avivados
como diciendo: no te perdonamos

una gota de sudor que nunca sera derramada
sera el carbon hirviente, cosmico
que guiara el deseo de mi revancha

y sentira ella en su cuspide babilonica
el dolor insoportable del desamor.


Ivan

sábado, septiembre 02, 2006

Domingo

Es solo un hecho,
nadie dice nada,
sin escandalo
sin contratiempos

cuando era joven solia creer en la libertad
pero creer no sirve de nada.

sábado, agosto 26, 2006

The Game

I just finish reading Neil Strauss "the game" penetrating the secrets of the pick up artist society.

I read it non stop in three days, it was an amazing and very informative reading. Half way throught the book i was convinced that i could become one of them ! :p. But now that i finish the book i just feel a nice and warmth peace inside myself and a greater understanding of love and of how lucky i am to have found my wife so early in my life.

I guess what everyone is looking for is reassurance, and marriage somehow means not having to re confirm desires, love, admiration, passion... which doesnt mean that hey are not there, they are just, different, deeper, so big that becomes hard to appretiate. !

So i really recommend the book !.

Bye ! Ivan,.

martes, agosto 15, 2006

paragraph

Hi, another short trailer i am working on. Hope you like it.